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Reflections from the scriptures or on what it means to me to be a Christian. My hope is to show that the Christian life is one which can and should be lived with personal honesty, intellectual rigor, and respect for others.

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A Medicine That All of Us Need

My blog today is about a very powerful and effective therapy. I have written about it before but there is a strong need for it now. I needed to take a strong dose this morning. I suspect you do too.

There are just some things in medicine that for certain conditions really work. These are really satisfying to be the one to prescribe. It is like being the one who gets to put the last piece into a 1000-piece jigsaw puzzle. Or perhaps the perfect tennis lob coming at you that you know you can just crush and then you really do it. Or when your golf swing is “on” and you swing the massive driver and it hits in the perfect center of the club and the ball flies with grace and beauty way down the center of the fairway. Such a good feeling!

  • Ibuprofen: It may sound silly now but when aspirin and then ibuprofen were invented they were wonder drugs. I remember my mother and how much her shoulder problems were helped by the new Upjohn wonder drug called Motrin. Even now for the right thing a strong ibuprofen is remarkably effective.
  • Antibiotics: It goes without saying that these have been miraculous and for a bacterial infection it is fun to be the hero who prescribes the antibiotic and have the patient get better.
  • Lasix: For a heart failure doctor, when I see elevated neck vein pulsations (a sign of volume overload) I know I can make patients feel better by giving them Lasix. I am not doing anything special but they are amazed at how much better they feel. This is remarkably satisfying to be the one to help them.
  • Cardiac resynchronization (CRT) for a heart failure patient with a left bundle branch block and a QRS duration of 180 ms. This is for my medical friends who will understand. For the rest, just trust me it is fun to be the one to prescribe this therapy in the right setting that can be like a miracle to a patient.
  • Hope.

Hope is one of the most potent medicines that I know.

Hope is a medicine that if effectively applied brings amazing strength and power.

I have discovered that it is also a fundamental part of what it means to be human.

And like ibuprofen, antibiotics, Lasix, or CRT, it can be really fun to be the one who has the honor of prescribing it. And if you don’t know what I mean I am really hoping (no pun intended) that you will read on for a bit with me.

What is hope?

Hope is not, “I wish, I wish, I wish, I wish!”

Hope is not a delusional state or forcing yourself to believe something that you don’t believe to be true.  That is cheap mimicker of hope that I call wishful thinking. That is not hope.

Hope is patiently looking beyond the current troubles to better things to come.

What do I mean by this? 

Years ago, I read an article about the CHiPs (California Highway Patrol motorcycle division). Most of us remember Eric Estrada and the television show that made everyone know the CHiPs. The article was specifically about how the CHiPs were trained for driving safety. One of the parts of their training was how to handle an obstruction in the road. The natural inclination is to swerve to try to miss the obstruction. But experience had taught them that when the officers swerved, they frequently would lose control of their motorcycles. Often the obstruction (such as an animal) would move out of the way. The majority of the time they were better off not to swerve. So, they trained the officers not to swerve. Instead they were to look beyond the obstruction and pick an area where they would be after passing through the obstruction. They could then pass through it but their focus would be on confidently controlling their motorcycle to their target point. And right before they hit the obstruction they would even goose the throttle a little bit to extend their front forks.

That is HOPE.

What do I mean? 

Whatever is going on now, look beyond it.  Stop for a minute now and do that. Can you see the other side? More than that – can you see something pleasant on the other side? Once you do – I want you to stop trying to swerve away from your current troubles. Go ahead and “take them” – go through them – but don’t focus on them – instead focus on where you are headed on the other side.

Do you have the imagery? See whatever it is that you are facing and aim beyond it. Keep your focus on what is beyond. In fact – pick a specific point after it and use that to guide you as you go through it. And then right before you hit it – go ahead and goose the throttle a little bit. 

Practically how does this work?  Well – first off, I would say – very well. But let me share some examples.  I do have a prior LinkedIn post that has some stories about this that might prove helpful. I will share one personal one. 

Ann, my mother in law, was an amazing woman. She had polio as a child and survived. But she had to live with the consequences. She went through a LOT in her life and she will forever have our respect for the amazing dignity and grace in which she did that. But she had one illness and it really knocked her down. I am honored that I was one of the people that helped to carry her home from the hospital. In the midst of this and the pain medications, for the first time that I had known her, she lost her HOPE. It was scary. It was not her. 

My wife and I talked and I told her about my clinical experiences of prescribing HOPE. We talked about what we could do. We talked about what Ann loved. We knew that more than anything she loved her family. We also knew that she loved to be a part of what people were doing and she loved to travel. But that was going to be really hard in her new debilitated state. So, we started problem solving. We decided that if we could rent a big motor home, we could all travel and go visit other family members. And then we asked Ann what she thought about it.  

She loved the idea. She had something to look forward to. She had HOPE. And in that small thing, the spark came back. Ann, the woman who taught us all about HOPE – not just on this earth – but eternal HOPE through an abiding faith in Christ and a firm confidence in the good things to come after this life – was back.  I got to drive a large motor home. It had a built-in generator. It had wings that slid out to make a larger living area. We could stop anywhere and be home. But more than that, Ann was Ann again. Just by looking ahead at the idea of what was coming (the trip in the motor home) she was better.

And so, one of my favorite medicines to prescribe is HOPE. In medicine I encourage clinicians to prescribe it regularly.  To do this – you need to get a chair and sit down and talk to your patients. Find out about them. Find out what is important to them. Find out what is ‘on the other side’ that is worth living for. Like Miracle Max on the Princess Bride, do some detective work to find what they have to live for. “Hey! Hello in there! Hey! What’s so important? What you got here that’s worth living for?” Help them to find it. And then prescribe HOPE. Talk with them about focusing on that rather than the current struggles. Every day pull out more details and help them paint a richer and richer picture of the other side.

I wrote this last year when I was going through radiation therapy. The radiation with the complicated breath hold equipment and then the associated nausea and fatigue were no fun.  The staff were kind and wonderful and amazing. But I felt crummy – queasy and fatigued. I could have stared at it – focused on it – and thereby made it a torture for me. Or I could do something else. And my wife is just so kind she planned a LOT for me on the other side.

  • Beach vacation planned. (We went and had a great time!)
  • Visit to my daughter in London planned. (That also was an amazing trip. We even went to Loch Ness!)
  • New parts for my sailboat ordered. (Installed and working well thank you!)

That is HOPE. 

I didn’t post this when I wrote it. But now I see that our entire world needs it. We are in the logarithmic phase of growth of the number of cases. Many of us have read excerpts or summaries of the Imperial College report and the predictions of a massive wave of deaths to overtake the United States. Even if these do not occur, we have the impact of the social distancing on our economy and how we will recover from that. We have a large obstacle in our path. Regardless of what happens or how severe the outbreak ends up being it is not good. We don’t have a choice. We are going to have to go through it. How are we to do it and successfully make it to the other side?

Hope.

What is important to you on the other side? 

See the obstacle. Look beyond it. Pick on spot on the other side. Focus on that spot and aim for it.

What can you see on the other side? What can you focus on? There is nothing wrong with looking at that and using that for strength if or when you feel anxious or stressed in the current circumstances. That is how human beings function. We were designed to function based on hope. What can you see?

Sarah and I drove by the sailboat yesterday. A few days ago, I made sure I had some supplies that I needed to make minor repairs on it before this year’s sailing season. I am going to be out sailing on a beautiful warm and sunny day. We will be beyond COVID 19 and we will invite friends to come with us. We will relax and not worry. We will smell the water. We will wait and try to see the green flash and then the amazing colors of the sunset. We will blow on our conch shell to welcome the sunset and we will all laugh at the sound. And then we’ll sail back and dock and then maybe stop for ice cream on our way back home.

Yesterday China had no new cases of COVID 19 reported. All the Apple stores in China reopened. There is a place on the other side of this.

What is your spot on the other side?

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How Do You Live in Uncertain Times?

These are interesting times. The Coronavirus Disease 2019 (COVID-19) is shutting down a lot of our world and activities. I get asked what I think about it. I think the most honest answer is, “I don’t know.” 

How do you deal with uncertain and potentially hard times?  That is what this blog is about.

There are dozens of very well written articles about COVID-19, the importance of limiting spread, the risks of a rapid spike on overwhelming healthcare resources, how to reduce your risk, etc… I too have read many of these articles. I don’t need to add anything to that body of literature.

But how do you handle uncertainty about the future?

 As I look with wonder at everything that is going on it makes me wonder what it must have been like to live through other times in our history. This is not the 1st time that humans have had to deal with very hard times. 

The polio epidemic comes to mind. Interestingly, 98% of the people who contracted the poliovirus had only minor or mild symptoms and no neurologic effects. But in 1-2% the virus entered the bloodstream and attacked the nerves resulting in paralysis and death.[1] “Because so little was known about the virus or its inconspicuous mechanism of transmission, fear and near panic occurred as parents forbade their children from attending public places where large numbers of people gathered.”[2]

Sound familiar? 

We know more now. We do know about transmission and how to prevent spread.  That is not the point I am trying to make. The point is that we are not alone in history in what we are going through. And for me that seems comforting. 

Human beings are resilient and strong. Within them is strength greater than we expect. 

I think of the 1918 influenza epidemic. It was called the “Spanish flu” because the outbreak in Spain received more publicity than elsewhere. It was actually the 1st  H1N1 outbreak. One flyer during the time instructed people: “There is no medicine which will prevent it. Keep away from public meetings, theatres and other places where crowds are assembled. Keep the mouth and nose covered while coughing or sneezing. The attendant shall put on a mask before entering the rooms of those ill of the disease.”[3]

My grandfather’s family contracted the Spanish flu. As a child he became the man of the house. At the age of 11 he became responsible for running the farm and caring for his ill parents and siblings. His father died and then he continued on running the farm. I cannot imagine this. What must it have been like for him and for his family?

Human beings have great strength.

I have seen it in Sarah and in her mother. Sarah’s mom was a person who could fall prey to worrying about things. She had good reasons to do so. She had suffered the amazing tragedy of losing three of her children all from different and unrelated illnesses. She also was a survivor of childhood polio having been one of those 1-2% who contracted near fatal paralysis. Somehow she survived but had to contend with post-polio syndrome her entire life. For her, life was never certain.

Sarah’s father became very ill. He was in the intensive care unit and we didn’t know if he would survive. I was anxious about what this stress would do to Sarah’s mom. On top of everything that she had already been through, certainly this would unravel her. 

It was absolutely amazing how she responded. She didn’t panic. She was like a rock, stable and steady throughout the whole time. She was like a soldier. One minute soldiers might be fussing about minor things and then in the heat of battle with explosions all around them, they march forward with outrageous courage and strength to just do what must be done.  In that time, I saw an amazing and strong core within her. She had depth and strength. She could deal with whatever she had to deal with. When the “explosions and chaos” were at their worst, she could just do whatever needed to be done.

So how do we deal with the stress of these uncertain times?

  1. Understand that we are not alone. Human beings throughout the ages have faced many very hard and scary things. I find this quite comforting. If those before had the strength to endure and walk through the challenges before them, I can too.  I call upon their strength to help me remain calm and strong regardless of whatever may come. If you would like to read more about this here is a link to another of my blog posts: https://www.linkedin.com/pulse/established-1950-gone-now-michael-dickinson/
  2. God is still on his throne. When evil persons attack, the Scripture reassures us that, “The one enthroned in heaven laughs; the Lord scoffs at them.”[4]  God is not surprised by this or by any of the tragedies that might strike us. We do not walk through this alone. We go forward with a belief in a God who has created all things and who sees all things. “For God gave us a spirit not of fear but of power and love and self-control.”[5] He also tells us “Never will I leave you. Never will I forsake you.”[6] At my core, I am able to not be shaken because I have a firm belief that there is more to my existence than just what is happening here. I hope that you too can find comfort and strength in this.
  3. Look beyond yourself. This is powerful. How can you rise up in strength in the midst of the chaos? Can you too be a soldier that shines in the midst of the battle? What are the needs around you? There is a tweet now gone viral (>1 million hits) about a woman helping an elderly couple get groceries. I want to be like her. Will you? Or are you going to be another crazy person buying a year’s supply of toilet paper? Look for the needs. In your anxiety use that energy to look at your friends and neighbors and their needs. For those of you who are believers, how are you going to show the love of God in the midst of the disruption in your lives and schedules?
  4. This too shall pass. We do not know exactly what is coming but we do know that we will get to the other side. When you cannot say anything else, you can say this, “This too shall pass.” And just keep moving forward.

[1] https://www.historyofvaccines.org/timeline/polio

[2] https://www.jospt.org/doi/pdf/10.2519/jospt.2004.0301

[3] https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Spanish_flu

[4] Psalm 2:4

[5] 2 Timothy 1:7

[6] Hebrews 13:5